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Saturday, 24 July 2010

  • What are the benefits to suffering?

    I always wondered this growing up from seeing all the pain and suffering that I went through and surrounded me.  Is there really a positive side to all the suffering?   i'm always told that the pain will make you stronger person.  But what good is it to be a stronger person.  The only benefit I see from suffering is bragging rights that you survived but what good does that do to you.   So much pain and suffering, what the fuck for?  Is there really a reason for everything?  Why do mine workers in china suffer?  Why is there sex trafficking?  There is no good reason for any of that for people to go through.  In the end we end up with a past that is suppose to add up to our future.  In the end, people are constantly fighting their internal demons so that it won't get the best of them.  They are constantly at a disadvantage of being happy because the past is part.

    Perhaps this could be fate's twisted way in helping us define true happiness: not the suffering you see on the news.  When I read all about the suffering that goes on around the world I am constantly reminded that life is not fair.  There are certain people that will have a chance to be happy and there are some that will never get it.   The definition of fate.  

Sunday, 13 June 2010

  • The hardest lessons I learned

    No one has any right to tell you how you should feel, let alone yourself. It’s what you do with those feelings is what really matters in the end.

    Sometimes, the greatest happiness in the world is the act of sacrifice for love

    Angels can look like devils and devils can look like angels.

    Just cuz you love someone doesn’t mean you have to be with them. - Forgot

    Some people can never change. –Rosario

    True love does exist.

    People smoke when they feel like crying. –echo

    Any love that is love is right.- Dangerous Angels

    People do crazy things because for once they don’t have to be themselves- Hannah

    Your life can never be ruined. It just changes.

    The best and hardest thing you can learn is to forgive.

    Analyzing people is the same as judging people. Same difference.

    Everyone has their own personal preference whether it be men or women or sex and chastity. –Seo Moon

    The world is better off a mystery, that way we can be more accepting of things.

    We have many soulmates. It can be a child, your friend, family, …etc. It doesn’t exactly have to be a lover.

    Try as they may no one can confine your mind. - Kate

    The world is a savage garden. –Anne Rice

    What you see is what you get. –Zahra

    I don't know what it means to be "real" or myself. But what I do know is to live for the moment.

Saturday, 15 May 2010

  • My morning routine to a T

    So first is waking up:  Wake up, hit the snooze button for ten minutes and then get up
    -Next is the bathroom: toilet first then washing my hands.  Next is brushing my teeth and then washing my face with cold water.  (I think this probably takes about 10-15 minutes depending on how sleepy I am. 
    -Then there's 7-10 minutes to get dress.  Being fashionable really does not take that long.  I can think of an outfit in less than 30 seconds.
    -then there's make-up for 7-10 minutes.  minus the eyeliner it's probably 5 minutes for an all natural look with concealer, foundation, and mascara.  I know, kinda slow.  eyeliner takes the longest for me, I think it's cuz I haven't perfected doing a straight thin line yet or i'm just being a perfectionist.  And then there's powdering the eyeliner to keep it from running.  Being able to heat my eyelash curler with a blowdryer saves alot of time cuz I don't need to spend like a minute to curl each eyelash. 

    So all this takes about 45 minutes.  And then it takes me like 30 minutes to eat and then another 15 minutes for whatever like packing my stuff for school and putting on a coat or random accessories. 


Monday, 19 April 2010

  • What's your heaven?

    So during mass today the father was talking about what heaven was about.  He went along the theme that it's about communion, unity, and being together with people.  If you think about it closely I guess that would be understandable, to be with the ones you love and just being together in general.  But when I see my heaven it's always just me.  In my heaven I'm completely alone in a field of grass, beach, garden, or whatever.  The other one is me just sleeping by God's feet.  Always in an internal sleep.  I can never imagine my heaven being with people because the person that I was suppose to love and depend on the most is the person that made my life a living hell and almost completely ruined it.  If I can't even trust to be with that person what would make me want to be with others for eternity?   So in my heaven I'm the only one in that world of field grass, forest, and beach.  Devoid of the ability to feel loneliness. Forever in my own emptiness. 

Tuesday, 26 January 2010

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    The Mating Game
    By Bitter:Sweet
    Dirty Laundry
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    O_O

    Good lord, I know that this is a common excuse that everyone uses but I hard have any time to blog anymore.  I remember promising myself that I would attempt to blog every single day but its hard enough as it is to feel up to doing my to-do list.  I just have so much going on especially going abroad paperwork, trying out for an internship, and so forth.  Bio 61 is gonna kill me somehow but I'm praying to God right now that I will make it with high marks. 

    Anyways, enough about complaints and depressing sentiments.  Season 3 of Secret Diary of a Call Girl is up and running now and I just couldn't be more excited.  I'm to the point that I wish I had someone to hold my hands and jump up and down in joy with.  Problem is that it's on Showtime which my apartment doesn't have.  Considering the internet in my apartment is incredibly slow since my neighbor finally put a passcode on his net so we wouldn't use his I will be forced to watch it in the library.  Haha, that's gonna be a site, people passing by are gonna be like "a chick is watching porno in the library?". 

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